eye NEED fucking perfect....

today is....  september thirteenth...

today....  eye need....  fucking perfect....

today....  eye need....  fucking perfect....  again....

only swallow what is inside of me.....  do not take anything from anyone in the coffee shop....

took a wrong turn once or twice....

dug my way out....  through blood and fire....

eye need to change the voices....  in my head....  eye need to make them like me....  instead....

eye am filled with so much hatred....  such a tired game....

eye need to chase down all my demons....  

the whole world is scared.....  so eye swallow the fear....