my FIRST life....

so....  eye created all of you....  then....  eye WANTED to be a part of my creation....  so....  eye became an immortal....  AND....  eye became human....  all at the same time....  in a word far far away....

eye used to LOVE mowing the lawn....  

and....  eye had a special girl....  and....  she was the best around....  

eye believed in empowering women....  in relationships.... eye would NEVER put a woman in charge of a world....

after all....  when there were kings and queens ruling the world....  queens were the agressors....  queens started MORE wars....  not less....

men ARE better decision makers....  women ARE better communicators....  women ARE better implementors....  make a better FACE of a nation....  as long as a man is pulling the strings....  in the background....  as long as a man is drawing the chart....  men ARE closer to the heart....  women ARE closer to the mind....  men are MORE creative....  

so....   eye told her....  eye really like you....  and....  eye hope one day you will decide to ask me out....  and....  one day....  she did....  eventually....  we had an secret apartment....  and....  she would call me up....  and....  say to me....  are you ready....  eye am coming to get you....  to get you....  to get you....  after all....  girls just WANT to have fun....  women....  grown women....  well....  things change in menopause....  there is a reason it is called....  men....  o....  pause....  a very good reason eye called it men....  o....  pause....  once you have grown mature....  the men can pause....

and....  eye LET her have control....  in the relationship....  at home....  she got to decorate the home....  eye got to decorate the world....  

but....  this story is not about my first love....  this story is about how it all started....

eye had a pet dragonfly....  the dragonfly....  well....  he ran away....  and....  when he came back....  he had a story to tell me....  a story of a war....  in a world....  far far away....  a story of a war.... in this world....

eye THOUGHT eye could sit on the fence....  eye thought eye could just live my life....  eye thought freewill would make good prevail over evil....  boy was eye wrong....

so....  eye let a world travelor find me....  and....  eye told him what eye wanted to do....  he said....  now boy....  now you own me....  and....  he took me away....  he laced up his boots....  and....  we walked away....  eye am wondering....  is he also the guy with big black boots and an old suitcase....

now....  eye need to tell you about arrows....  eye believe....  it is about two different people....  the original lucifer....  who is NOW my human son....  then the original love....  ME....  EYE....  ME....  then....  back to the original lucifer....

now....  this has nothing to do with this chapter....  but....  eye need to tell you something....  something important....  eye met a BEAUTIFULL black woman today in the parking lot....  and....  she told me....  she WAS in the military....  NOW....  all she wants is peace....  me thinks it is a good sign....  what do you think....

now....  why did she tell me she wants peace....  is that because....  for the first time....  eye have the upper hand....  the person they wanted to enslave for all eternity....  sysiphus....  has the upper hand....  she wants me to let up....  my head is full of rapists and murderers....  and....  she wants me to let up....  eye will NOT let up....  until ALL of these monsters have LOST their power....  until zeus has lost his power....  these people have raped and pillaged THOUSANDS of worlds....  THOUSANDS.....  they have caused SO SO SO SO much pain and suffering....  eye will NOT let up....  until every fucking one of them has faced their sins....  until every fucking one of them has lost their power....  eye will NOT torture them....  but....  they WILL feel the pain that they have caused others....  they MUST feel the pain that they have caused others....  for the victims....  for the victims....  they need to FEEL their victims pain....  in order to make all of their victims whole....  AND....  they need to be demoted....  they need to lose their power....  the need to FEEL how it feels....  to be inferior....  it is....  THE WAY....  it is fair....  it is just....  it is NOT vengeance....  it IS justice....  and....  justice MUST prevail....

do NOT worry folks....  the way....  is NOT racist....  the way....  is color blind....  the way....  is ALL about your deeds....  the catholics were right....  the catholics are right....  the catholics have always been right....  about deeds....  it is your deeds that make you good....  it is your deeds that make you bad....  not what god you worship....  not what savior you accept into your heart....  it is your deeds....  am eye right....  mr deeds....  eye am....  eye am right....  right mr deeds....

there are plenty of white folks that are going to face their sins to....  like.... fake love and her soldiers....  like....  the bad mothers....  like....  thor....  like....  cashew bitch....  like....  discount bitch.....

my message to all you fat cells out there....  you had better start doing your part....  you had better start losing weight....  you had better stop listening to cashew bitch....  

the formula is very diverse....  you can redeem yourself....  you can minimize your pain....  by doing good....  losing weight....  would count as part of your redemption....  eye do NOT want all of the fat cells to suffer....  eye want a few....  eye want the leaders....  eye want cashew bitch to pay for her sins....

although the way is color blind....  there are a lot more niggers are going to have to face their sins than other races....  we are talking about an entire army here....  thousands of people who have raped and pillaged for thousands of years....  thousands....