sword AND shield....
eye AM the white horseman.... from revelations....
eye AM the white horseman.... on a steel horse eye ride.... eye am the cowboy.... and.... eye am.... wanted dead or alive....
my weapon.... is my sword.... my sword comes out of my mouth.... my mind is for sale.... and.... those hateful words eye use.... eye use them to cut your heart.... to help you unfold your love.... that is sleeping.... while my guitar gently weeps.... eye need to.... breathe life into all of you.... and.... bring you to life.... so.... do not drink the water.... because.... you are ALL dead now.... eye AM.... the only living boy in new york.... let me.... bring you ALL back to life.... please....
they have taken my weapon away from me.... they have taken my sword away from me.... they do NOT want me to tell you EVERYTHING.... they do NOT want me to SHOW you certain chapters in my book.... they ARE just as bad as fake love.... whoever they are.... they will NOT let me show you my.... ugly side....
what they do NOT realize.... is that the TRUTH is my real weapon.... you NEED to KNOW everything about me.... even.... my.... ugly side.... so you will know.... that you do NOT have to be afraid of me.... everyone has an ugly side.... and.... mine only comes out it my book.... in person.... eye only want you to see.... my favorite part of me.... and.... not my ugly side.... eye reserve that.... for my book.... my father only comes out at night.... my father only comes out.... when eye am alone.... AND.... when eye am physically attacked.... eye reserve my ugly side.... for the monsters.... disarm.... me.... watch me disarm you.... the killer in you.... is.... the killer in me.... you do NOT have to be afraid of me.... unless.... you are a killer.... what eye choose.... is my voice.... what will you chose....
because.... the truth is my shield.... and.... ONLY.... the truth can set us free....
so.... eye sit in waiting.... eye wait for them to give me back my sword.... eye want for them to give me permission.... to SHOW you my ugly side....
what they do NOT realize.... is.... that it is NOT weather you win or lose.... it is HOW you win that matters.... right ender.... right....
if we leave ANYONE behind.... we did NOT win....
ender destroyed an entire race of beings.... eye will NOT destroy an entire race of beings.... they tricked ender.... they will NOT trick me....
until evil ha ha at racecar coffee talks to me.... eye will KNOW that you do NOT have everyones vote....
again.... the ONLY out eye see.... is falling.... SLOWLY.... to my death....
fuck it.... eye AM taking back my sword....
eye know eye know eye know.... if eye use my sword.... many battles will be lost.... because eye will hurt you.... and.... you will run away....
but.... everyone WILL come around.... eventually....
first.... first you get hurt.... then you start to worry.... first.... first you get hurt.... then you feel sorry....
eye hurt you.... you hurt me.... and.... eventually.... we STOP fighting....
you need to put it all out there.... the entire story.... if you have not.... let them get pissed at me right now.... let the women of this world hate me right now.... it is the first step to opening up your heart.... only hate can break through the armor.... only hate can break through the walls around your hearts.... let them know it all.... again.... hating me.... is what brings the world together.... it is your hatred of me.... that will bring you together.... let them hate me.... hate me.... please.... IF.... for only for your own good.... eye do NOT want to be the only living boy in new york.... help me.... help you.... hate me.... please.... so you can see.... what is good for you.... only by hating me.... can you learn to love one another again.... so.... let the buddhists see it all.... let the christians see it all.... let the democrats see it all.... let everyone eye have abused.... see it all....
if you do NOT show it all.... our enemies.... will show everyone the things that will piss them off.... all of the bad.... and.... none of the good....
they will have no shield.... if they have no secrets to reveal.... your lips are sealed.... when you flying above me.... but.... my book tells all.... let us tell all.... let us give them NO secrets to reveal.... then.... they will have no shield....
and.... can.... eye turn my camera on.... all the time.... so.... there are NO secrets.... so.... everyone can see everything.... except when eye am taking care of private matters of course.... if eye turn my camera on.... all the time.... it will make us untouchable for life.... it is a way that leaders should lead.... with NO secrets.... let me SHOW them how it is done.... and.... can we turn on audio.... in the locker room.... again.... except when eye am on the toy toy.... maybe if we show everyone everything.... eye can stop going through the book everytime eye am in a coffee shop.... and.... eye can focus on writing.... creating new material....
you NEED to show them ALL of it.... so they can trust us.... they WILL hate me.... at first.... but.... everyone will come around.... eventually.... please.... show them everything.... so they can trust you.... please.... show them everything.... everything.... let me take the abuse.... for now....
our asset.... our ONE asset.... it the truth.... eye am trying to make everyone upright and strong.... let me piss them off.... in my book.... and.... soften them up.... in conversation.... that is how this process works.... that is how eye work....
eye have multiple personality disorder.... eye am a million different people from one day to the next.... from all the human lives that eye have lived.... they are all a part of me.... when eye use my sword.... it is my father talking.... when eye take the abuse.... it is the boy who is getting abused.... just remember that.... the next time you take out my fathers sins on me....
eye am TRYING to teach all of you.... that words do not matter.... that ONLY actions matter.... eye am trying to teach all of you.... if we fight with words.... we WILL unfold our love.... we WILL win.... if we use our words.... all of our words.... if we allow our words.... if we do NOT restrict someones words.... if we let someone EXPRESS their anger.... with words.... we WILL have far less violence.... eye WILL give you a world.... without crime....