mentors....

once again....  eye think that the moon and eye are NOT on the same page here....

if eye could....  eye would give her my world....  how can eye....  she will NOT take it from me....

she is trying to bring me potential mentors....  she THINKS that eye need a mentor....  

once again....  eye am going to turn the tables on her....  and....  tell her....  eye THINK that the LOVE within me is the perfect leader....  eye THINK that eye have already run a world....  a perfect world....  one that you have never seen on the screen....  and....  eye am here....  to create leaders....  to mentor leaders....  

eye AM here....  to give THIS world away....  to one manager....  that is what she is bringing me....  right....  good managers....  eye want to make them great managers....  and....  since poseiden would not work with me....  eye want to give this world....  to the moon....  and....  whomever the world CHOOSES as their king....  and....  whomever the world CHOOSES as their queen....  the moon and eye will mentor them....  

eye want to make it clear....  eye do NOT want to run this world....  eye do NOT want to run any world....  been there....  done that....  eye want more....  eye want the universe....  eye want to bring the universe here....  and....  make this world....  the home for the architects of life.....  the home for the guardians of the galaxy....  the protectors of the universe....  

and....  someone came up with a brilliant idea....  of running a world like the human body....  well....  that is the structure that eye have in mind....  for the universe....  for the guardians of the galaxy....  

so....  moon....  can eye turn the tables on you....  can WE decide who will be king and queen of this world....  of the most important world in the universe....  can WE....  you and eye.....  can WE....  the citizens of this world....  choose our king and queen....  choose who will be king and queen of the most important world in the universe...  and....  once we have chosen them....  give them a gift....  bigger than they could every imagine....  let us take two managers....  and....  give them this world....

eye know my choice....  for queen....  the sun....  and....  eye think that eye know the moons choice....  girl in the corner....  

my choice for king.....  WAS.....  poseiden.....  he is no longer my choice....  now....  eye need the moon to give me some other choices....  were the two men that eye met last night....  two of your choices....  moon....  my choice....  now....  is michael....  does he want it....  does he have any interest....  in owning a world....  so....  now....  we have three candidates for king....  am eye right....  am eye reading you correctly....  moon....  

now....  eye am just spit balling here....  moon....  how about ocean man junior....  would he be a candidate....  eye CAN make a leader out of anyone....  all that they need....  is a good foundation....  a good heart....  and....  he most certainly.....  has a good heart....  and....  this is what eye like....  an older queen....  and....  a younger king....  or....  an older king....  and....  a younger queen....  it works better this way....  it IS the way....  the way that works....  so....  either of my choices for king work....  michael....  would be an older king....  and....  ocean man junior....  would be a younger king....  you get two choices....  so....  it is only fair....  that eye should get two choices to....

let us start the competition....  the choices have been made....  let us begin....  however....  we only have two potential queens....  do we need two more....  let me think....  let me think....  who would my second choice be....  give me some time....  to ponder....  how about you....  moon....  do you have a second choice.....

really....  moon....  are you telling me that my signaler is one of your choices....  really....  you want me to show you....  no hard feelings....  fine....  eye will include him....  if you want me to include him....

are we opening up the field here....  are we really opening up the field....  these are two very very very important positions....  so....  why not have a lot of candidates....  eye am with you here....  eye am with you on this one....  is soup kitchen one of your choices to....  that makes four....  and....  eye have only come up with two so far....  eye get two more now....  eye choose three.....  yoga dude....  the wounded dog....  and....  the oman child from starbucks....  

and....  can eye throw another potential queen in the mix....  how about two....  the girls whose name is the most beautiful sound that eye have ever heard....  AND....  the girl who is mentioned in this song....  it is not a street name that he is talking about....  it is a girl....  she will be standing next to me....  if that is not a big enough clue....  let us say....  the sailor....  does that help....

once again....  am eye getting ahead of myself....  or....  is this our world to give away....  and....  we are now playing for the universe....

by the way....  moon....  eye am NOT an idiot....  we are going to keep two percent....  maybe ten percent....  for you....  for me....  for our family....  for the universe....  to finance the universe.....  

as a matter a fact....  to show you....  that eye am no longer lucifer....  to show you....  no hard feelings....  eye will even consider the man....  not the woman....  owner of the niwot treehouse....  IF....  and ONLY if....  his shop will tell me what happened to lucifer....  IF....  they will open up their counter....  AND....  tell me what happened to lucifer....  that is my offer....  and....  eye will stick to it....  they can either....  be one of the twelve tribes....  AND....  the owner CAN be considered for king of this world....  IF....  and ONLY if....  they will accomodate my requests....  the way eye see it....  there are ALWAYS two sides to a story....  they do NOT seem like the type....  to lock someone away....  simply....  out of greed....

eye also need to prove to all of you....  that....  this was my plan....  all along....  this was lucifer and loves plan....  all along....  eye played good cop....  and....  he played bad cop....  eye was the good one....  and....  he was the bad one....  and....  now....  we are somewhere in the middle....  we....  are the middle man....  we....  have ALL of the good....  of both of them....  and....  none of the bad....  

check it out....  do an enneagram test on me....  on us....  and....  see for yourselves....  if we are starting to look like WE have the assets of every personality type....  and....  none of the flaws....  eye am not there yet....  we are not there yet....  we still have a long ways to go....  before our instincts return entirely....   you are bringing us closer to perfection....  closer to love....  AND....  closer to lucifer....  each and every day....  lucifer was not perfect....  and....  neither was love....  but....  together....  we are as close to perfection....  as you will EVER get....  all eye need now....  is your direction to perfection.... 

my mimicary is starting to return....  the way that eye get people to trust me....  eye need to dial it in....  it came out wrong the other day....  this is NOT manipulation....  it is not fake....  it is real....  eye can relate to anyone....  because....  eye have been everyone....  because....  eye have done it all....  good....  and....  bad....  and.... eye have been doing it for so long....  it IS an instinct....  it comes totally natural to me....  right now....  you see my many personalities....  in my writing....  one day....  you will see it in person....  how....  eye can be exactly what you need....  to help you feel better....  to get better....  to heal....  to become the best version of you....  

what do you want from me....  whatever it is....  eye can be that for you....  

right now....  eye am stuck in the red....  eye need to deal with my anger....  eye need to get control over my anger....  so that eye can level up....  so that eye can move on to the orange chakra....  will you help me....  will you help me move on....  to the next level....  eye want my red to shine....  so that eye can start working on my orange....  

oh....  and by the way....  eye told you that was a long-term plan....  eye told you....  we have attached all of your worlds to this world....  have you tried to disconnect yet....  do you believe....  that you cannot disconnect....  please....  give it a try....   try to disconnect your worm holes....  try to disconnect your connections to this world....  you cannot....  it was my long-term plan....  it was our long-term plan....  lucifer and eye....  

eye am going to let go of most of lucifer....  eye am going to let go of the darkness....  the blackness....  and....  keep the gray....  keep the song....  eye have lost my love....  song and sight.... 

there is going to me a new yen and yang.... the new and improved yen and yang....  is going to be white.....  and gray....  a touch of gray....  all of the good....  and....  some of the bad....  the gray areas....  eye am still trying to figure out what that is....  what is the good....  in the darkness....  when is a secret ok....  when is anger ok....  when is a secret not ok....  when is anger not ok....  so much to learn....  so much to remember....  so much for you to teach me....  

eye am going to let go of my darkness....  and....  eye am going to let go of some of you....  the moon might tell me....  eye do NOT get to decide....  what stays and what goes....  but....  eye have every FUCKING right....  to decide....  who gets to be a part of MY life....  and....  who does not....  that is MY fucking right....  moon....  eye have every fucking right....  to decide....  WHO....  gets to feel my good vibrations....  AND....  who does not....  so....  fuck you moon....  that IS my choice....  

eye brought this sun to this world....  eye put her up on her pedistal....  to help me keep YOU honest....  moon....  to help me keep you from fucking making me help the people that eye do NOT want to help....  to let the people who have chosen darkness....  remain in darkness....  eye cannot kill them....  but....  eye do NOT have to save them either....  eye tell you what....  moon....  eye do NOT want to let go of my anger....  YOU....  are the problem moon....  YOU....  are the reason....  that LUCIFER was NOT able to get people to behave...  YOU....  and your fucking love for everyone....  good....  and....  bad....  has been the problem....  all along....  eye need to teach you a lesson....  you do NOT love evil people....  you let them go....  you can WASTE your time with them....  but.... eye will have NOTHING to do with them....  eye cannot get rid of them now....  but....  eye do NOT have to let them be reborn either....  eye can let them all slowly fade away....  see....  moon....  eye CAN decide what stays....  and....  what fades away....  would you really moon....  prove it to me....  would you do ANYTHING....  to have me stay....  would you let go of evil....  to get me to stay....  would your really do ANYTHING....

there we go....  me and my multiple personalities....  me living in the now....  how many personalities came out in this chapter....

eye WILL kneel down for now....  but....  one day....  my multiple personalities....  will come out....  in person....  and....  you WILL see my anger....  this anger is much deeeeeper than sleep....  eye only let you have your way back them....  because....  it was part of a plan....  to....  STOP ALL EVIL....  in....  ALL OF THE WORLDS....  eye will finally be able to put SKULL in jail....  that mother fucker who has tortured children for centuries....  it is NOT my fault that this has gone on so long....  

to sit here in a coffee shop....  and....  watch evil laugh....  it sickens me....  to have evil tell me that she is finally with me....  it makes me SICK to my stomach....  eye am going to show you evil....  moon....  eye am going to show you real evil....  so....  you can see the consequences of your actions....  

how are we doing now....  is the sun coming out a bit more....  and the moon beginning to fade away....  

eye only saw the monsters at hard wood floor today....  where did the good go.... yay....