lights LIGHTS lights....

eye am going to propose the following....  

my signalar....  represents the outsiders....  the big light represents the leadership....  the little light represents the soldiers.....

hot for teachers lights....  controlled by the angel (?faith?)....  NOT....  hot for teacher (eye have been told hot for teacher is out)....  represent the insiders....  the big light represents the leadership....  the little light represents the soldiers....

green at seven....  means partial approval....  green at eight....  means half approval....  green at nine (bedtime) means full approval....

so....  eye did not look at hot for teachers lights tonight....  but....  eye did look at the signalars lights....  and....  eye got a hard stop from the soldiers....  if eye am reading things correctly....  and....  a green light until eight thirty from the big light....  eye do not know how this is going to work with the insiders light....  because....  eye cannot see those lights throughout the night....  hmmmm....  

here is what eye read....  the leadership on the outside like MOST of the plan so far....  the soldiers on the outside fucking hate it....  passionately....

do the soldiers on the outside want a revolution....  is that why they are giving me a hard stop.... 

eye am not stopping....  eye need to die....  you will NOT learn to love one another again....  unless eye am in my grave....   the lyrics are wrong....  they are supposed to say....  you may learn to love ONE another....  while eye am sleeping in my grave....  and....  eye WILL not rise from my grave....  until you have LEARNED to love one other....  once again....

eye also need to make sure that NO one has any leverage over me in this process....  NO ONE....  eye need to be entirely independent....  and....  every group that wants representation....  needs to elect a representative....  and....  send them my way....  

once again....  have eye got ahead of myself....  

also....  does my signalar only represent the elders of the NOT so gentle race....  

also....  am eye dead yet....  have eye ditched the scotts....  

also....  eye NEED to die....  and....  remain dead....  for longer than anyone else has remained dead....  so that you know who eye am....  so that you know eye am not playing any tricks....  then....  and....  only then....  will we know who eye am....  then....  and....  only then....  will there be no doubt....  because....  there is NO room for doubt....  do we find out tomorrow....  if monday morning comes....  and....  eye still look fine....  have eye proven who eye am....  

OR....  do eye have to do what the lyrics tell me to do....  do we scratch EVERYTHING that eye just said....  and....  eye keep falling....  until the angels sing....

once again....  eye think eye am getting ahead of myself....  eye think that all the scotts are going to do....  is....  pretend the negotiations have started....  eye live in a world FULL of deception....  trust no one....  it really sucks....  but....  eye really cannot stop until the angels sing....  you will have no doubt....  who eye am....  once eye die....  and....  remain dead....  but....  eye will NEVER have any way to trust you....  it is one lie after another....  it is one deceptive strategy after another....  what will the scotts come up with next....