push me pull you....

eye am a natural push me pull you....

eye know exactly how much eye can push....  when eye am trying to open you up....  and....  eye know when to pull back....  when eye have pushed too far....  so as....  not to close you down....  if eye push too far....  eye will close you down....  so....  eye know when to change the subject....  when to go to a place....  where eye can find common ground....

and....  eye will tell you what eye am doing....  eye am not trying to manipulate you....  eye am telling you....  how the process works....  while we are in the process....  there is NO deception....  there is NO manipulation....  it is just me....  being me....  and....  telling you who eye am....  what eye believe....  and....  how eye open people up....

for example.... eye met with someone the other day....  and....  after we established a connection....  eye sensed that eye could push a little....  so....  eye broached the topic of race with her....  and....  after eye sensed eye had pushed far enough....  eye switched the topic....  to something eye knew we could agree on....  a basic income....  eye got the sense that she was a liberal....  and....  eye can almost always find common ground with a liberal....  when eye mention a basic income....

as another example....  you know that eye hate it when people try to get attention in the wrong ways....  boys dressing like girls....  girls acting like boys....  girls....  who for some reason....  either they are jealous of men....  which....  they should not be....  or....  they are angry at men....  which....  many of you have the right to be....  so....  you know....  now....  that both of these things piss me off....  but....  eye will not confront you in person....  when a boy tells me that he puts paint on his face....  eye do not confront him....  but....  eye hate it....  it is looking for love in all the wrong places....  it is crying out for attention....  in all the wrong ways....  eye know....  been there....  done that....  now....  eye want to teach all of you how to find love in all the RIGHT ways....  how to seek the right kind of attention....  and....  show you....  that the attention that you get....  when you find the right way....  is a whole nother level of high....  

eye just want to point out....  eye am the kid in this video....  eye am crying out for attention in all the right ways....  and....  just because you cannot see the monsters that are haunting me....  you are torturturing me even further....  you....  are becoming monsters to....  that is why eye need to teach you acknowledgement therapy....  you need to learn....  to NEVER judge someones pain....  until you KNOW that it is real....  or....  it is NOT real....  you have to be patient....  and show kindness....  until you KNOW whether their pain is real....  their psychosis is real....  or....  if they are faking it....  if they are simply desperate for attention....  and....  even when it is fake....  eye handle it entirely different than you would....  you need to let me SHOW you the way....  please....  let me SHOW you the way....

eye do most of my pushing....  in my book....  eye really piss you off in my book....  because it is less personal....  it is NOT directed at anyone specific....  and....  although it pisses you off....  it also opens you up....  so....  when eye take a much gentler approach....  in person....  you are thrown off....  you do not understand....  how eye can be such a cruel bastard in my book....  and....  such a gentleman in person....  it throws you off....  you have no idea how to handle it....  because....  you are expecting an arguement....  you are prepared for an arguement....  and....  eye do not bring the fight to the table....  eye rarely fight in person....  eye always fight in emails and my book....

you tell me....  how am eye doing....  have eye opened you up....  have eye peeled away at the onions.... the race card....  the rainbow card....  you tell me....  are you a little more receptive to talking about these things now....  are you a little more open to my position....  have eye successfully torn down some of your walls....  you tell me....  what grade would YOU give me so far....