what is wrong with me....

so....  what happened tonight....  ladies at one of my favorite grocery stores....  did you finally realize....  there is something seriously wrong with me....

would you make fun of that autistic girl that came to class tonight....  would you make fun of that nice young lady....  who....  something happened to her....  eye do not know....  did she get in a car accident....  she definitely has some type of impairment....  eye am gonna call her b....  would you make fun of her....  no....

but....  you have no problem making fun of me....  did you finally get it through your thick skulls....  that there is something seriously wrong with me....

this is how fucked up your foxes are....  they know what is wrong with me....  they know how eye soften up worlds....  they know how eye save worlds....  and....  they let you terrorize me....  for fifty fucking years.... until eye finally found the lyrics....  until eye finally figured out who eye am....  until eye finally realized....  that eye did this to myself....  

a judgement made can never bend....  you would not believe what eye have been through....  all of this....  was because eye did not want to lose you....  eye went through all of this....  because my mother....  was going to let you go....  eye just could not let that happen....

my friends are heathens....  take it slow....  wait for them....  to ask you who YOU know....  please....  do not make any kind of sudden moves....  you do not know the half of the abuse....

now that we have gotten this far....  are you ready to play my game....  what is wrong with me....  how can eye think that soap is lotion....  what have eye done to myself....  

maybe now....  you will laugh WITH me....  instead of always laughing at me....  

have you figured out....  that eye am an idiot savant....  you probably recognized the savant....  but....  did you recognize the idiot....  did you see my flaws....  do you see them now....  are you starting to see my flaws....  what are they....  can you tell me....  what is wrong with me....

are any of you wanting to lock these foxes up forever yet....  are any of you....  wanting to throw them in the cellar....  and give them no food....