lost in MY mind....

has anyone else noticed....  that eye am....  lost in my mind....  am eye the ONLY one who notices it....  or....  has it become abundantly clear to everyone....  

that....  sometimes....  that....  often times....  brian has NO fucking clue what he is talking about....  that brian has....  no roots....  and.... he is playing a guessing game....  

eye do NOT have all of the answers....  however....  eye THINK that eye have many of the answers....  

eye do NOT know....  that justice....  is the perfect answer....  all the time....  however....  eye DO think that it is BETTER than no justice....

eye think....  hitler....  should suffer the CONSEQUENCES....  for what he put the jews through....  what do you think....  

eye think....  that....  rapists....  should have SOME kind of consequence....

so....  let us talk about rape....  for a moment....  get these statics....  of a thousand potential rapes....  only three hundred and eighty four are reported to police....  of those....  only fifty seven....  result in arrests....  of those....  only eleven are referred for prosecution....  and...  of those....  only seven are conficted of a felony....  and....  of those....  only six serve any time in prison....  SIX....  out of a thousand....  

now....  would you like it....  if....  the owner of this world....  of the universe....  did NOTHING to them....  after they died....  as long as they accept jesus into their heart....  because....  that IS jesuses plan....  AND....  even worse....  would you like it....  if you....  the victim....  spent all eternity....  in eternal damnation....  because you did not accept jesus into your heart....  and....  your rapist....  ended up going to heaven....  spending eternity....  in paradise....  while you rot in hell....  because....  that is also jesuses plan....  

OR....  would you like it....  if....  the owner of this world....  of the universe....  made your rapist....  serve justice somehow....  after he died....  IF....  he had not served time....  while alive....  perhaps by suffering some....  and....  gave you something....  for your pain....  what if....  he or she....  erased your pain....  what if....  with....  one foot....  he allowed you to....  remember the fight....  and....  forget the pain....    what if....  he erased the memory of the event....  but....  let you remember that it happened....  and....  with the other foot....  he offered you....  a gift....  for allowing him or her....  to reduce you rapists sentence....  for having COMPASSION for your rapist....  

again....  just another side note....  eye personally....  do NOT believe that prison is the answer....  eye believe in some other kind of solution....  something immediate....  something consquential....  something that does not WASTE a mans life OR the states money....  like....  putting the man in a ring with a professional boxer....  if it was drunk rape....  AND....  maybe go with the gloves off....  if it was violent predatory rape....  and....  ladies....  just spit balling here....  if you do NOT believe that that is consequential enough....  let me know what you think is....  however....  just remember....  you NEED to put yourself in a mans shoes....  you CANNOT say that rape is the WORST thing that anyone can do to a person....  simply because you will NEVER be convicted of it....  it would be like....  a man saying....  that abortion is the WORST thing that anyone can do to a person....  because....  he will NEVER be faced with the problem....  do you get what eye am saying to you....  rape is NOT the worls thing a person can do....  torture is....  torturing a person is....  pounding nails in someones eyes....  while they are alive....  is fucking TEN times worse than rape....  you tell me ladies....  which would you rather have happen to you....  because....  some poor man....  in russia....  had that happen to him....  and....  the sick mother fuckers filmed it....  they did it....  purely for the entertainment value....  those mother fuckers....  ARE....  going to have the same fucking thing....  done to them....  eye will teach you....  eye will teach this world....  that you do NOT get away with that kind of fucking insanity....  not in MY world....  now....  jesus....  would let those mother fuckers....  go scott free....  as long as they accepted him....  in their hearts....  

lucifer will enforce my way....  my shadow will enforce my way....  when you die....  anyone who tortures another soul....  will feel EXACTLY what they put the other soul through....  there will be NO discussion on this....  it has been decided....  it is....  THE WAY....  

eye do NOT believe that there is any subjectivity....  when it comes to torture....  eye think that it is clear....  torture is evil....  and....  torture will be met....  with....  TORTURE....

you cannot escape this....  lucifer has been programmed....  my shadow has been programmed....  the way....  has been set up....  and....  you cannot escape it....  even if you kill me....  eye will only wake up....  in another world....  and....  when you die....  your spirit will come to me....  your spirit will come to source....  and....  justice WILL be served....  you might kill me....  but....  you CANNOT kill my spirit....  you CANNOT kill....  the spirit of radio....

back to the rape issue....  rape....  is just like what happened to me....  just like what eye BELIEVE happened to me....  when eye was five....  eye BELIEVE that two girls raped me....  stuck a stick in my tird eye....  and....  eye remember the fight....  but....  forgot the pain....  eye think eye KNOW that it happened....  but....  eye do NOT remember it happening....  because of my ELASTIC heart....  that seems to erase certain childhood trauma....  

this would all be so easy....  if you could....  see you through my eyes....  and....  it would also be so easy....  if those two bitches would come clean....  if they would tell you what they did to me when eye was five....  and....  they told you that they set me up....  when eye was in college....  this would be so fucking easy....  if they told you....  that eye suffered....  over and over and over and over and over and over and over....  for a crime that eye did NOT commit....  

IF....  you decide to be judge jury and executioner....  IF....  you decide to perform your own street justice....  you WILL be met with street justice......  remember....  always remember....  with me....  you always....  you get what you give....  ALWAYS....