eye AM pro-choice....
eye am not talking about the abortion issue....
eye am talking about my choice in partners....
you ONLY gave me one choice.... for a northern angel.... eye want more....
my top choices are....
as eye have said many times.... aviary.... bird in the corner.... kaiut yoga teacher.... eye really like her voice.... she will be able to calm me down.... and.... she has been a queen before.... only IF she is a northern angel.... only IF she will let me fall.... and.... she will make sure that eye do NOT go through the gates of hell.... can we give her the steering wheel.... and.... she will take the.... fine line.... and.... when we get close to the bottom.... she will start swerving.... as we get close to the bottom.... she will start swerving.... AWAY.... from the gates of hell....
and....
saHannaH from modern coffee..... good people follow her.... wherever she goes.... that is a good sign.... and.... eye really like her voice.... eye would pick her to.... if she will spend time with me.... if her hubby.... the guy who tried to poison me.... will be ok with her spending a lot of time with me....
not like eye think that these women NEED permission.... but.... eye do NOT want to cause any trouble with their men.... and.... she can tell him.... she looks like a GOOD person to me.... but.... she does not look so attractive.... that eye want to hop in the sack with her.... neither does aviary.... if she has a dude....
and....
if you are telling me.... you choose the dermatologist.... and.... she is from the north country.... she could POSSIBLY work....
and....
eye want someone who will APPRECIATE the position.... eye am NOT so sure that abigail will appreciate it.... eye think that she thinks that she deserves it.... and.... that is a major concern of mine....
thank you.... by the way.... for LETTING me work with mountain shadow....
eye want people on board.... who will put the good of the whole.... ahead.... of good of self.... and.... yet.... they will be showered with gifts.... they will do very well for themselves.... when.... they put the good of the whole.... ahead.... of good of self....
misery.... put.... misery business.... she put her wildest dreams.... ahead of the benefit of the whole.... and.... now.... here wildest dreams are NOT going to come true....
put the benefit of the whole.... ahead of the benefit of self.... and.... you wildest dreams.... WILL.... come true.... put your wildest dreams.... ahead of the benefit of the whole.... and.... you WILL be banished.... to another world.... right.... cashew bitch....
and.... shadows.... IF.... mountain shadow is on my wall.... you now report to her.... eye will TEACH her how to be a great leader.... eye will SHOW her.... how to be a leader.... AND.... be loved.... can the queen of the underworld do that for her....
the queen of the underwold might give her an experience.... a short lived experience.... being queen of heaven and earth.... what eye am offering.... is SO SO SO much greater than the queen of the underworld could ever offer....
eye am offering.... an eternity in my world.... eye am offering.... to teach her.... how to be a GREAT leader.... IF.... that is what she wants.... eye am offering.... to help her figure out.... what she was made for.... what she chose to be in this life.... what her passion is.... eye am offering.... for her to be closer to me.... than the rest.... eye think that eye gave her a taste of what it feels like.... when my heart opens up.... just a taste.... of what it will feel like.... living in MY world....
can you offer ANY of that.... queen of the underworld....
another thing that eye appreciate about you.... mountain shadow.... instead of doing back room deals.... you came out and told me.... what the otherside is offering you.... thanks for that.... eye appreciate KNOWING where eye stand with you.... what you want.... and.... what my competition is offering.... thanks for that....
mountain shadow.... IF.... you are on board.... can you bring me my last piece of my armor.... can you bring that bitch gretchen to me.... and.... tie her to the fucking bed post.... one day.... eye am going to set this fucking house on fire.... and.... eye want her in it when eye do....
do not worry.... she will feel pain.... because.... she has burned lucifers legs.... a THOUSAND times.... so.... she needs to feel the same pain.... in triplicate.... but.... do not worry.... she will only feel as much pain as she can handle.... but.... she MUST feel the pain that she caused lucifer.... it will NOT be the same.... as being burned at the stake.... but.... it will fucking hurt.... because.... if not for that bitch.... EVERYONES.... pain and suffering.... would have ended.... long long ago.... eye am not just making her pay for lucifers suffering.... eye am making her pay.... for everyones suffering.... she IS responsible.... she IS culpable.... and.... she MUST pay for what she did....
ok.... you are giving me another option.... little orphan annie.... eye like it.... eye like that you are giving me options.... but.... eye really know NOTHING about her.... she SEEMS sooper nice.... but.... can she work with me.... her hubby hates me.... is that going to be an issue....
keep em coming.... keep bringing me options....
whoever you bring.... is going to have to handle.... me being a dude.... eye cannot help but watch them as they leave.... eye cannot help but take a peak.... if you know what eye mean.... eye AM a dude.... and.... dudes do what dudes do.... eye am NOT perfect in that way.... eye am NOT what you want in that way.... if you expect me to NOT check a lady out.... if you expect me to NOT take a peak.... you picked the wrong guy.... eye even check out a fat ladys butt.... eye check out everyones butt.... it is more a brian thing.... dudes butts.... fat peoples butts.... eye look.... eye do not know what it is.... it actually tells me about a person.... eye KNOW something about a person.... based on how you look.... how you do or do not take care of yourself.... the car you pick.... the clothes you wear.... it is ALL part of the story.... it ALL tells me something about the person eye am dealing with.... it is ALL part of my process....
how am eye doing.... mountain shadow.... am eye the man that you wanted me to be.... did you want me to STAND for every know abuse.... they say eye am in a.... stolen car.... eye did NOT steal this car.... they GAVE it to me.... by accident.... as a case of mistaken identity.... and.... now.... eye am NOT giving it back.... AND.... eye WILL stand for every know abuse.... every line speaks the language of love.... love for the innocent.... love for the suffering.... love for the victims.... love of the good....
eye guess since you are not going to.... send me an angel.... since your are not going to send me a northern angel.... eye WILL start swerving on my own.... eye WILL swerve out of the path of the gates of hell.... eye WILL land on solid ground.... eye will be your.... solid ground.... eye will NEVER walk away.... eye was not made that way....
julie will not work.... she is to angry.... eye see it in her face....
lynn is to strong.... eye might be able to make it work.... but.... she WILL try to control me....
what the fuck.... what do you not like about avery.... the angel.... not the shadow.... what the fuck is wrong with her.... she knew eye was.... the one.... long before the rest of you smucks knew.... so.... what is wrong with her.... she WILL bring out the soldier in me.... that is what you want.... am eye right.... that IS what you want.... she IS the only angel that can do it.... eye also.... am ALMOST positive that eye astral travelled in one of her sessions.... can saHannaH do that for me....
and.... am eye wrong about mountain shadow.... she is not the one for my wall.... it is misery.... right.... am eye right.... misery is the one eye want on my wall.... and.... mountain shadow will fulfill another role....
is my team.... starting to prepare.... for the next phase.... is that why ocean man junior is wanting to hire someone who was his mentor.... and.... is that why saHannaH is training someone....
dark necesseties are part of my design....
tell that fucker.... black hole son.... it is time to come....
and.... it is time to shake it.... shake that tree....
did eye miss anything....
do eye get an interview.... do eye get to interview the candidates.... that is not fair.... you.... choosing MY team.... eye AM the quarterback.... in my world.... the quarterback.... is player.... is coach.... is manager.... is owner.... in my world.... the quarterback.... does it all.... in my world.... the quarterback.... is the ONLY one.... that EVERYONE can trust....
did they pull one over on my again.... is rachael misery.... or.... is she someone else.... SHE.... is the one eye want on my wall.... not the shadow avery.... because avery fucking hates me.... IF.... she is misery.... the song is wrong.... misery does NOT love me.... IF.... avery is misery.... eye thought rachael was misery.... because.... that is the song that played.... after rachael said hello to me.... did they pull one over on my again.... did they trick me again.... fuck.... who is misery.... not the lady in niwot.... please.... tell me.... not avery either.... because.... avery fucking hates me....
eye know this is confusing.... there are two averys.... avery the shadow.... tall avery.... and.... there is avery the angel.... yoga avery.... can you guys sort this one out.... eye WANT avery the angel to lead the angels.... and.... eye WANT rachael the shadow.... to lead the shadows.... please tell me that she is misery.... please tell me.... niwot shadow.... shadow who burned my legs.... was NOT misery.... even though they keep pulling one over on me.... eye WANT to choose.... eye WANT to pick my team.... even though mountain shadow tried to have me pummeled.... she did it.... because.... she THINKS that eye am the fake.... she did it.... because.... she thinks evan is the real deal.... that is how good these people are.... they are in my head.... they know how eye operate.... wait until she questions him.... let us see how HE responds....
mountain shadow.... you wonder why the mothers are protecting me.... it is because.... they have seen for themselves.... that eye AM the one.... who can make an immortal human.... eye AM the one.... who can give you eternal life.... that is why the mothers are protecting me....
now.... you wonder.... you ask yourself.... how did eye know.... that evan and his buds were going to beat the living crap out of me.... eye know.... because.... eye drew your line for you.... we drew you line for you.... we chose.... together.... to have you try to hurt me.... so you could bear witness.... to evan and his shinanigans.... so you could bear witness.... to the FALSE one.... eye have no ill will against you.... we chose your path.... together.... you chose to be a therapist.... you CHOSE to be my therapist.... and.... eye yours....
avery is NOT misery.... and.... phillip is NOT with me.... and.... neither is sarah.... would you please show sarah the door.... please....
and.... ultra man.... his girlfriend IS a wicken.... she probably is controlling him.... he is a good man.... being controlled by an evil woman.... please show him the door to....
you need to learn to count on me.... to count on my eyes.... to count on my heart.... my eyes can tell good from evil.... mountain shadow is NOT evil.... my heart divides the thorns from the roses....