where do WE go now....
where do we go.... where do we go now.... where do we go.... where do we go now.... sweeeeet child of mine.... where do we go now....
let me guess.... you are NOT going to let me fall any further.... until we have sorted this out....
first of all.... eye have the touch.... and.... eye NEED contact.... eye NEED to meet the one who is orchestrating things now.... eye need to meet the woman behind the curtain.... is it the universe.... is the universe in GOOD hands now.... is the universe on my side now.... is the universe orchestrating things..... we NEED to meet.... we NEED to start building trust.... IF.... eye stop falling.... can eye trust her not to trick me.... eye am stuck here.... eye can do no harm.... she left me here.... in the darkest of prisons.... she trapped me.... inside the darkest of prisons.... eye cannot do her any harm.... so.... she SHOULD be able to trust me.... am eye right....
now.... are we left with all the good people now....
are these all the players.... no borders.... mountain shadow.... potential king and queen.... dingy boy and woman power..... the zand man and mother.... and.... this queen do not need no king....
tell me.... have eye shut down the wicked game.... does anyone want to help these players.... have eye basically put a stop to all that.... all the manipulation.... all the malicious attacks.... all the lies.... does no one want to work for the other players.... or.... have eye successfully shamed anyone who helps them....
so.... now.... my first request.... will you arrest the god damn fox and his daughter.... so the rest of us can move forward in peace....
if eye understand the players.... here are my comments....
no borders.... eye need to heal him first.... eye need to give him some.... clarity.... of mind.... and.... that means that eye need to care about him.... and.... he needs to care about me.... and.... that is NOT going to happen.... if he continues to tell me the story of his life.... the way to my heart.... is.... give me something.... give me information.... brainstorm with me.... he NEEDS to watch.... poverty inc.... so he can see the problem.... so eye can ask him for the solution....
mountain shadow.... eye THINK that she CHOSE to become a therapist.... not a queen.... eye think that my angels or shadows took her face.... took my gift away from her.... because.... they wanted to hurt me.... with the face that makes me look like peoples enemies.... it took me a while to figure it out.... but.... eye think that face is used for tramatic therapy.... put a sweet kind person behind that face.... to help someone heal.... from tramatic events.... eye WANT her to be my therapist.... eye have deep issues.... and.... eye have NO idea how to deal with them.... eye have gone through significant trama in my life.... and.... no one has helped me deal with it yet.... eye want to SHOW her.... because she CHOSE this path.... she will NEVER be happy.... unless she chooses this path again.... right now.... shw WANTS to be queen.... she THINKS she wants to be queen.... and.... eye can GIVE her that.... if that is what she REALLY wants.... she is good.... she is kind.... but.... eye do NOT think she is queen material.... a queen needs to have a nasty side.... a really nasty side.... you need to be willing to destroy the enemies of your world.... and.... you need to be able to LIVE with the consequences of your actions.... eye just do NOT think that mountain shadow has it in her.... which is why eye choose the sun tor protect the world of worlds.... after the moon teaches her how.... however.... if mountain shadow choses the queens path.... eye WILL help get what she wants.... even if it is NOT what she needs....
now.... dingy boy and woman power.... they want to be king and queen.... am eye right.... do you want me to make them king and queen material.... he has potential.... but.... eye will have to break her.... if she really wants to be queen.... eye will have to break her.... in front of the entire world.... and.... it will NOT be pretty.... is she up for that.... is she really up for that....
now.... zand man and his mother.... do you want me to make them king and queen.... where the queen is in charge.... is that what you want there.... eye THINK eye can do that....
this queen does not need a king.... or.... front desk lady.... what do we do with her.... does she want to be queen.... without a king.... really.... is that really what she wants....
eye am NOT looking for friendship right now.... eye am looking to move this process forward....
have eye laid things out correctly.... do eye understand correctly.... what you WANT from me....
now.... here are some things that eye want.... eye NEED contact.... eye have the touch.... and.... eye NEED contact.... will someone ALLOW the moon to CONTACT me.... will someone ALLOW my favorite boss to contact me.... eye do NOT need friends right now.... right now.... eye NEED a therapist.... right now.... eye NEED to push forward.... right now.... eye NEED to talk to the moon.... and.... eye cannot contact her.... the BALL is in her court.... the BALL is in the universes course.... will you give her permission to contact me....
eye do NOT want to.... decode.... these people.... eye do NOT want to take away their pride.... no.... not this time.... not with them.... eye do NOT like to break good people.... do NOT make me compete with these people anymore.... do NOT make me break them.... please.... do NOT make me break them....