eye NEED a stone over water....

today is....  october ninth....

today....  eye need a....  stone over water....  

in my mind there is a fog....  that san francisco could not handle....

how eye wish eye could claim....  that eye do not harbor ill feelings....

as my anger is turning to shame....  and....  eye stare a hole through the ceiling....

eye am trying to hold it together....  eye am trying to sleep through the night....

eye have got my windows open to the weather....  and....  eye keep telling my friends eye am alright....  

eye am trying to hold it together....  trying to take the first step....  into the arms of wherever....  whenever....

every day eye awake....  like a stone over water....  skipping across a lake....  before eye sink to the bottom....

and....

how eye would like to say....  that eye am immune to the mirror....  with temples fading to grey....  

eye am seeing the end drawing nearer....

and....

eye can scream and shout....  or....  learn to live without....