eye NEED waiting for the end....

today is....  october twentysixth....

today....  eye need....  waiting for the end....

this is not the end....  this is not the beginning....  

just a voice like a riot....  rocking every revision....

but....  you listen to the tone and the violent revision....

and....  though the words sound steady.....  something empty is within them....

we say yeah with fists flying up in the air....  

like we are holding onto something that is invisible there....

cause we are living aat the mercy of the pain and the fear....

until we dead it....  forget it....  let it all disappear....

waiting for the end to come....  wishing eye had strength to stand....

that is not what eye had planned....  it is out of my control....  

flying at the speed of light....  thoughts were spinning in my head....

so many things were left unsaid....  it is hard to let you go....

eye know what it takes to move on....  eye know how it feels to lie....  all eye wanna do....

is trade this life for something new....  holding on to what eye have not got....

sitting in an empty room....  trying to forget the past....  this was never meant to last....  eye wish it was not so....

what ws left when the fire was gone....  eye thought it felt right....  but that right was wrong....

all caught up in the eye of the storm....  and....  trying to figure out what it is like moving on....

and....  eye do not even know what kind of things eye said....

my mouth kept moving and my mind went dead....  so eye am picking up the pieces....  now where to begin....

the hardest part of ending is starting again....