eye NEED to hurt....

today is....  july twentythird....

today....  eye need to....  hurt.... 

today....  eye need to....  hurt....  again....

eye hurt myself to today.....  eye focus on the pain....

the needle tears a hole....  the old familiar sting....  eye try to kill it all away....  but....  eye remember everything....

what have eye become....  everyone eye know....  goes away...  in the end....

eye need my empire of dirt....  eye will let you down....  eye will make YOU hurt....

eye wear a crown of thorns....  upon by liars chair....  full of broken thoughts....  eye cannot repair....

eye need the feelings to disappear....  you are someone else....  eye am still right here....

eye need to start again....  a million miles away....  

eye will keep myself....  eye will find a way....